It's exam period now kids! Marketing paper down, 2 more to go! Accounting on Sat, Macroecons on Weds.

Wish me luck! 

I know not of any certainty,

Like everyone else, I come with a small but significant level of skepticism. When I stumbled upon that quote above, I thought about how just the simplicity of the sight of stars makes you wanna dream. Though in sg, you don't really get that magnificant view of a blanket of stars unless you lie down in a cemetery and look up. But when do you get to see it, think about that feeling you get. A kinda serene ambition, a silent, calm motivation that makes you wanna reach up and touch the sky. You feel like anything in the world is possible. I wish I could get to see that every night. It would be nice to have a daily motivation, something to remind you that anything, anything at all is possible. 

 
Hello Sunshine :)

So I'm sitting here in my room, 6.42pm and I've decided to update this dusty LJ of mine. You can thank FB and Twitter for the negligence. Tumblr too.

Anyway, school has been fantastic. I'm wondering why I didn't do business in the first place. It's freakin' interesting! Screw science. I'd like to think I did not waste 3 years studying science because it might help me in the future. Anyway, I'd have a different diploma and degree altogether. Diversity, woot. Back to the topic of school, I especially am loving Macroeconomics. Like, l-o-v-e it. People think I'm crazy but I actually think it's the most interesting thing I've learnt so far. I'm always in the front row non-stop writing with my hot pink pen. Once in awhile I look back and take a peek at the smexy hair eyecandy (: And I have such fun classmates too!

What about work? I've been working less in Aug. I need to find inspiration or motivation to keep loving what I do cos it's getting pretty tiring. For one thing, you don't quite feel appreciated. Another thing, after working there for nearly a year now, most of us are still stuck in the same category of a Trainee. Who'd still have the heart to work, I ask you? I think most of us who came in last Sept/Oct and can do all 3 types of tours and charters are more than worthy of a Bronze by now. So yeah, the tourists still do make me so happy. But that's about all I'm hanging to now. So I just go to work, do my job (play WII and rounds of pool in the new office during breaks heh) and that's it.

Oh yes, turning 20. Haha. I just wanna say, I had one of the best birthdays ever. People who know me know that my birthdays are shit. So this year, after experiencing a break-up, I wanted something small, simple and meaningful with my bestfs. Beach, picnic, tan, was what I wanted. And yeah, we headed to Tanjong. And thennnnnn, a whole bunch of friends surprised me there. Haha. I DID NOT expect a surprise, for real. Didn't think I was special enough, yada yada. But yeah, it was awesome. I kept smiling the whole day.

I'm doing good, I'm okay. For now life is simple, and that's just the way I like it. Just for now.

& I can't wait for September to come! So that I can use my Starbucks Sept '09 - Dec '10 organizer.

I am full blood boricua
Read the tattoo on his arm
He tells me 'Mami, I need ya' and my heart beat pumps so strong
Getting lost in el ritmo he whispers te quiero, te quiero
I begin to give in with no hesitation,
Can't help my infatuation
It's pure Infatuation

I wanna be in a world where I can live, love, learn and play. I wanna be in a world where I could wake up next to you everyday. I wanna be in a world where I can make mistakes and not be judged for them. I wanna be in a world where I could work without politics. I wanna be in a world filled with starry-sky nights. I wanna be in a world where sunshine is abundant. I wanna be in a world where I could wake up to the pitter-patter of morning rain. I wanna be in a world where promises are kept. I wanna be in a world where anger is a passing noun. I wanna be in a world where children don't suffer. I wanna be in a world where there is no war. I wanna be in a world that has free Starbucks. I wanna be in a world that is filled with lilies and lilacs. I wanna be in a world where I can actually drive. I wanna be in a world where Maggi has no msg. I wanna be in a world where MJ is still alive and beatin' it. I wanna be in a world that does not know of insecurity. I wanna be in a world where chivalry still exists. I wanna be in a world where I can believe in magic. I wanna be in a world where tears only meant happiness. I wanna be in a world that's satisfied with itself.

In other words,
I want a perfect world.

We need to remember, what used to be good.